Surf City

Happy Halloween ! the kid has a more exciting social timetable than us.

Yes..! i should have attitude like this..!! OH GOD..!! please help me toughen up..!

It’s great to see grandparents like them.. who are doing so much for this lil’ gal.  She is definitely blessed.  Unlike myself.. my grandparents suxs big time.  Well.. can’t say so much for my grandmother.. for she died.. when i was 9 .. but if i remembered correctly.. she loved the rich son’s kids.. and not us.

I would loved to do this opp..  but i’m having trouble.. trying to get the right concept together.  So instead of doing a half ass job.. i rather not do it.  You can’t earn all the money eh.

After work.. and closing time.  This is my work area at the store.. every little work i do.. helps towards making a better life for me and my family.  Even if some ppl thinks i am writing bullshit.. that’s alright.  I know what i am doing.. and as long as i donch hurt no one.. i can write all the bullshit i want.

The kid had asked for a pet constantly.. but we sometimes.. donch even have time to go grocery shopping because of our business.. so how to keep a pet..??  *sigh* .. ! when will we ever have free time.. like other ppl.. but i think others may think we have it all eh..?? the grass is always greener on the other side.

I can’t say i was a good kid .. when i was young.. but I am someone who don’t need to have what others had.  I’m pretty much contented with what i have .. and can do away with others.  When i started making my own money.. i didn’t even know where to start spending them.  I woke up late.. i wished that i had earlier.. because things would have had been a lot different.  I would have been a lot more protective towards myself.. and less towards others.

The first frost of the year ..  already..!!  this is gonna be a long winter.   Even though you can’t see much here.. i assure you that there was frost on the grounds.  It is just that …we were in the sun part this morning.

Bad news..?? a sign.. of impending problems..?? or just me..???  these days.. you can tell .. i’m a wee bit crazier than usual.  How can ppl be so insensible..??  some things just ain’t meant to be said out loud. I have to learn to shut up myself.

It has been so many years since i last stepped into a church .. and we did today . .. for the baptism of a very special gal .. Ciarra.  It was a very calming feeling .. yet i feel the resentment from the two families.. during the baptism.  It’s sad.. and reminded me of my own situation .. with the man’s mother.